I was listening to Self Conclusion by The Spill Canvas, that song resonates for me. For those of you who have not heard it, it is about a girl and a boy. This girl is on her way to end her life when she meets this boy. Ironically this boy was headed to end his… Continue reading Risky Business
She was the epitome of perseverance. Once again it had come full circle. Her only wish was acceptance for days past. After everything, it is unbelievable she is still smiling, still standing even. Sadly, many would have given up long ago. Believe me she had tried. A shattered mess, like so many times before.… Continue reading She Was..
Yet again, he left me feeling lurched. I should have known better, the words of a man to broken to even comprehend me. I was caught in crossfire. A situation I begged not to be part of, but slipped into anyway. You are incredible, reigns though my mind like wildfire. Charring what is left already… Continue reading Unsteady
Nightmares ripped apart my soul Demons in the night glaring at my very existence The funny thing about pain is, it hurts until it doesn’t Numbness takes over My fire douced by trauma Reignited my love I was the storm The thunder The wildfire A hurricane Now, I am numb I am lost I am… Continue reading Incapacitated
Never ending carousel Everything in darkness Terrifying even Malevolence surrounds me Simply going through the motions Never stopping Never ending It was different before The ups never quite made up for the downs I felt incapable of love Unworthy even An object to be objectified Face with no voice Emotionless Spinning uncontrollably Never Ending… … Continue reading Never Ending Carousel
As I sit in bed, wishing that sleep would just come for me already. It crushes every ounce of my being. Five days ago, everything changed. Five days ago, I was different. Five days ago, I was anxious and depressed. Five days ago, I was broken. Five days ago, I was picking up the pieces… Continue reading Five Days Ago
As the sun began to rise she let go. Set free from the atrocities that prisoned her mind. Set free from the demons that shackled her soul. Sadness and sorrow fill every ounce of your being. Remember the way she smiled. Remember the way she loved. Remember the excitement, the joy, the laughter. Remember the… Continue reading Fly High