Never Ending Carousel

Never ending carousel Everything in darkness Terrifying even Malevolence surrounds me Simply going through the motions Never stopping Never ending It was different before The ups never quite made up for the downs I felt incapable of love Unworthy even An object to be objectified Face with no voice Emotionless Spinning uncontrollably Never Ending…  … Continue reading Never Ending Carousel

Fly High 

As the sun began to rise she let go. Set free from the atrocities that prisoned her mind.  Set free from the demons that shackled her soul.  Sadness and sorrow fill every ounce of your being.  Remember the way she smiled. Remember the way she loved. Remember the excitement, the joy, the laughter.  Remember the… Continue reading Fly High 

An Open Letter To My Children

To my children, Although you are too young to understand what I am about to tell you, know that it is so important. You are the center of my universe, you are the single most important thing. I haven’t always been the best mother, I have struggled with addictions, mental health, and self esteem. I have not always… Continue reading An Open Letter To My Children