At times this year has been one of the darkest years for me. To be clear, I am not looking for sympathy. If it were not for the kids and a few very important people I am not sure where I would be. Sleepless nights wishing for a sign. Mornings filled with nothingness. A void… Continue reading This Year
He was the panacea to all of her hearts ails. His touch, security. His look, comfort. His laugh, serenity. After all of the hurt he brought her hope. After all of the trauma he brought her life.
There is no denying how much you changed my life. You came along at my most vulnerable time. I had given up, let go, I was simply going through the motions. I believed love was a myth. I believed that love was measured by attention. I believed that “movie love” simply did not exist. You… Continue reading It’s You
Pain was her trademark. Monsters took refugee in the darkest parts of her beautiful soul. Holding on to the past, in hopes it would not repeat itself. She broke her own heart over and over again. Her scars sat on the surface, hiding in plain site. Her mask was a smile. Confusing isn’t it, how… Continue reading Trademark
I was listening to Self Conclusion by The Spill Canvas, that song resonates for me. For those of you who have not heard it, it is about a girl and a boy. This girl is on her way to end her life when she meets this boy. Ironically this boy was headed to end his… Continue reading Risky Business
She was the epitome of perseverance. Once again it had come full circle. Her only wish was acceptance for days past. After everything, it is unbelievable she is still smiling, still standing even. Sadly, many would have given up long ago. Believe me she had tried. A shattered mess, like so many times before.… Continue reading She Was..
Yet again, he left me feeling lurched. I should have known better, the words of a man to broken to even comprehend me. I was caught in crossfire. A situation I begged not to be part of, but slipped into anyway. You are incredible, reigns though my mind like wildfire. Charring what is left already… Continue reading Unsteady