This woman, ray of sunshine, warrior queen. Darkness takes safe haven in her soul. She wears her scars like armor. Her smile, her crown Her mind, a battlefield. On the outside, composed. On the inside, disaster. Let her roam freely and she will always run back to you.
My journey has been a battlefield. I have been fighting most of my life. Fighting to survive, fighting to be free, fighting for myself, fighting myself, fighting demons, just fighting. Redemption is a funny thing isn’t it, our sins take safe haven in our souls as we beg to be redeemed. We have all broken… Continue reading Forgiveness
Today is like any other day except that I feel empty. I cry and it releases no pain. I smile and it brings no satisfaction. There is nothing, yet this is no emotional reprieve. I am hurting but I cannot feel it, the numbness has taken over my entire body. I am a stranger in… Continue reading Today I Feel Nothing
I don’t want to cater to a certain audience. As I write about what ails me, mends me and intrigues me, I want my audience to feel a sense of understanding. Reassurance that they are not alone in this life. I suppose I am writing for me, this is an outlet. A place where I… Continue reading Day 4 Identify Your Audience – bloggingfundamentals
Before you I felt impossibility Going through the motions Lacking in emotion Feeling to many emotions Before you I felt emptiness A void left in my soul A hole in my heart Wishing for happiness After you I felt mended My soul became whole My heart sewn back together I found comfort. After you I… Continue reading Before You
This is my personal struggle, my quest for normalcy, my need to heal. For the better part of my life I have suffered from mental illness. Many times I have been on medication. Medication is not fun, they all have different side effects and they affect each person differently. I made the choice over a… Continue reading Struggle for Normalcy
I started a blogging course. My first lesson is to write about myself and what i want to write about. I have done this previously but I shall do it again. So… here it goes. Everyone has always told me to write. Write about your life. Write about anything just write. So, here I am… Continue reading Who Am I – bloggingfundamentals
At times this year has been one of the darkest years for me. To be clear, I am not looking for sympathy. If it were not for the kids and a few very important people I am not sure where I would be. Sleepless nights wishing for a sign. Mornings filled with nothingness. A void… Continue reading This Year
He was the panacea to all of her hearts ails. His touch, security. His look, comfort. His laugh, serenity. After all of the hurt he brought her hope. After all of the trauma he brought her life.
There is no denying how much you changed my life. You came along at my most vulnerable time. I had given up, let go, I was simply going through the motions. I believed love was a myth. I believed that love was measured by attention. I believed that “movie love” simply did not exist. You… Continue reading It’s You
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